25 oktober 2019: Happy 1st Birthday to our sweet, little, insane Banks Bair. The amount of joy, love, laughter and life you’ve brought into our hearts is immeasurable and there are no words to do justice the force that is you in a high chair eating a croissant. Being your father is truly the greatest gift of my life and every “phase” continues to be a “this is the best part” moment... accompanied by a little heartbreak knowing how fast it goes and how delicate every minute of every day is. Even in the depths of your 4 month screaming concert, I was honored to be the one to cradle you through it - after mom did the heavy lifting & needed a break, you TOTALLY let me pretend I was the first call. I am grateful for that. Watching you discover every sound,taste, step, feeling, song, word, and comfort is the blessing of a lifetime. I’m so blown away that we’re the ones who get to hold your hand through your firsts.
Your mom is a powerhouse when it comes to all things life: but she shines on a completely different level as your mommy. You’ll grow up to see just how lucky you are , but I know you already know. And your big bruvah couldn’t possibly love his little sister more than he does. He, too, sets the bar higher than you could reach on his shoulders and looks out for you in ways that I know will make you feel safe and protected for the rest of your life.
I’m sorry for the croissant carbs. I’m sorry I let you take a sip of my coffee (but you scream so loud when I don’t) I’m sorry that I hurt your hair when I take your bow out. I’m sorry that I don’t always know how the buttons or zippers work on your dresses. I’m sorry for all the sad songs in the car I usually listen to. But I love you something beyond and this was the best year of my life. Happy birthday baba.